“Welcome to Hell sir, can I check your baggage for you?” “Huh, what?!” Cole blearily opened his eyes, he was standing in a ruined shell of a building, sand poured through the openings, shoved in by a blistering, howling wind. “I’m where?” “Hell sir, would you like to check your baggage?” “When, how did…… Continue reading Flash Fiction- Welcome to Hell
Funerals are for the living The dead no longer care You want the perfect goodbye But they’re no longer there No matter your tears, your cries You know they’ll never hear So take the time to say it now Before they’re no longer here Photo by Sandy Millar on Unsplash
Okay, it’s not really my birthday, in the sense that it does not mark the day of my actual birth. What the 26th of April 2018 marks is the two year anniversary of my last suicide attempt. The day my life could have ended. Is this an odd thing to celebrate? I am still not in a…… Continue reading Happy Birthday!
Inspired by another post I saw, I decided to write a letter to my younger self. To a sweet 13 year old, You are hurting right now, hurting real bad, I know this because I am you, future you. Approaching 30 you. You may be thinking, wow 30, so old! Have I got life all…… Continue reading A note to the past
read part three here first! Time for the nightmare to end Raymond walked down the stairs to his lab, still a little shaken but steadied by the brandy and the feel of Marge’s arms around him, her whispering in his ear how everything would be okay. He was nervous about his work, excited to see…… Continue reading Premonitions part four: Time for the nightmare to end
Probably not… This is a really terrible thing to think. We all know someone who has battled cancer and win or lose, it’s a long drawn out gory battle with your own body, where the ‘fix’ has worse side effects than the thing killing you in the first place. I know nearly everyone reading this…… Continue reading Do you ever wish you had cancer?
So I have this friend, well really she’s the wife of a friend (husband/ wife- it all seems far too grown up for me still, we’re in our twenties!) anyway this wife of a friend started having suicidal thoughts last week and I feel for her, I really do. I’ve been there, done that, I…… Continue reading Is it wrong to be envious of a suicidal girl?