It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live
You promised me you’d be there, to be a hand to hold. You promised you would help me when I couldn’t face the world. You promised you would love me when I couldn’t love myself. You promised to help pull me from these icy depths. You promised me I wouldn’t drown in this deep, dark... Continue Reading →
Is it Monday? I am descending into madness. Quite literally though not as drastically as it sounds. A few weeks ago, I had a medication shift. I am on some pretty serious and strong medication to keep me on the straight and narrow. So any shift, no matter how small has me in a tizzy.... Continue Reading →
Hello Monday; Another new beginning. 🌞 I'm still a little hungover from the weekend, I was at a family wedding which was incredibly enjoyable, though my body is paying the price. Considering I am in my EARLY 30's my body is just falling apart. I have quite a severe degenerative knee condition which has taken... Continue Reading →
My life is chaos. I don't know if it actually is compared to others' lives... Why am I comparing? My life is chaos. I am lucky (unlucky) to not have an outside job; my family, my home, my therapy, my writing is my life. It is all I do from dawn til dusk, yet why... Continue Reading →
A looking glass into the past that cuts me deep every time I look at it... Jonathan woke up in a cold sweat, not for the first time this week. He kept having nightmares, strange and unusual ones about another world, another life… In them, he saw a small child, cold and alone in a... Continue Reading →
A year of marriage has come and gone and we celebrated like we were still in our 20s. The hangover was well worth it. I don't know about anyone else but I find we're currently so caught up in the day-to-day, parenting, work and life in general we seem to slip apart from each other...... Continue Reading →
One year ago today, I stood under this gazebo and said my vows. Years of hardship and heartache delayed our wedding but we finally got there and had the day of our dreams. I can't believe a whole year has passed. Boy, it hasn't been easy but we have each other and that's enough. Because... Continue Reading →
“Useless,” I proclaim, “Boken, worthless, throw me away.” . “Beautiful,” he says, “Loveable anyway.” . "Love is the glue, and I'll love you, every day..." Written for and inspired by Mindlovemisery’s Photo Challenge. Thank you for reading, if you'd like to support me you could buy me a coffee.
I feel like to others my mental illness is like the monster from Dr Who that you instantly forget about the second you stop looking at them. (I can't remember what they're called; ironic). In my reality, it is like one of the weeping angels that sneak up on you and break your neck if... Continue Reading →
It hasn't been a good week. Not for writing anyway. I don't know what's been wrong with me recently; a surge in depression possibly? My motivation to write has plummeted and boy can you tell! My posts are down, likes are down, comments are down. Everything is sliding downhill at an impossibly fast pace. And... Continue Reading →
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