Medication can make and break a person but it needs to be the right medication. When trying to treat mental illness it is not as simple as break a leg, here’s the fix, have an infection? These antibiotics will cure you. The doctors can’t see inside your brain, don’t know what chemical mayhem is going on to cause the symptoms you have to live with… So they guess.
Try this one and see what happens, it doesn’t make you feel good? Let’s try something else.
For the past 9 months I have been pumped with increasing amounts of drugs all given in the hope that the combination will somehow make me feel better.
I am tired of being the guinea pig, tired of the medication, tired of the side effects and tired of being a metaphysical pin cushion with no results.
I can do better, I won’t be an experiment anymore.