I close my eyes and see the blood running down my arm, wrists gaping open. Something brushes against me and I feel the sting of the blade. I stop and feel the light-headedness of my life draining from me. Clenching my teeth, clenching my fists I try to force the invading sensations away. I don’t want this! I don’t… Do I? The thoughts and feelings are always there, always taunting me with oblivion. I know if I just got it over and done with, I wouldn’t feel anything anymore, the pain and struggles would go. Blood Pills Blank.